Apa nak jadi ngan aku nihh????????????????????????????
yaAllah.. berikkanlah aku kekuatan... pleaseee.............
18 days left?????????????? damn!!!!
penatnyer saya...
saya belum tido...
saya belum siapkan assignment...
saya belum makan..
saya belum prepare untuk test applied mechanics and eng maths...
saya belum lagi siapkan drawing...
saya belum siapkan autocad saya...
saya belum itu..
saya belum ini...
tapi yang saya pasti...
saya sudah jatuh cinta~~~~~ heeeeeeee....
dan saya berjanji... mulai dari time saya type mende alah ini.. saya akan belajar besungguh-sungguh..
dan saya berjanji akan menjadi seorang manusia yg baik dan manusia yg berjaya seperti yang sudah berjaya di luar sana...
kerana.. saya sudah ada dia..
kerana saya sudah ada semangat saya...
cheeeeewahhhh~~~
12.43pm 10 NOVEMBER 2009 -lurveByy-
saya belum siapkan assignment...
saya belum makan..
saya belum prepare untuk test applied mechanics and eng maths...
saya belum lagi siapkan drawing...
saya belum siapkan autocad saya...
saya belum itu..
saya belum ini...
tapi yang saya pasti...
saya sudah jatuh cinta~~~~~ heeeeeeee....
dan saya berjanji... mulai dari time saya type mende alah ini.. saya akan belajar besungguh-sungguh..
dan saya berjanji akan menjadi seorang manusia yg baik dan manusia yg berjaya seperti yang sudah berjaya di luar sana...
kerana.. saya sudah ada dia..
kerana saya sudah ada semangat saya...
cheeeeewahhhh~~~
12.43pm 10 NOVEMBER 2009 -lurveByy-
10 November 2009
sekang dah kol 7.47am.. jap lagi nak siap2 mandi g kelas kol 10.. kena jumpa mr dennis dulu pastu baru aku masok kelas.. hurmm..
patut ke aku buat mcm tu?? patut ke aku tinggalkan die? padahal aku dah sayangkan dia.. selama hampir setaun aku hidup sendiri.. dan bula aku dah mula sayang.. kenapa aku nak lepaskan? ermm... entah la.. aku taknak dia sayang aku sbb kesian.. aku taknak dia sayangkan aku sbb simpati dengan hidup aku mcm ni.. tapi aku jugak yang mintak supaya dia terima aku.. tapi nape aku kejam sangat eh?????????? adehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... by..knp jadi mcm ni by??? i love you by!!! i love you.. i do~~~~
syg sayang by~~~ tapi sayang takleh nak buat apa2...
maafkan syg by~~ lupakan syg...
patut ke aku buat mcm tu?? patut ke aku tinggalkan die? padahal aku dah sayangkan dia.. selama hampir setaun aku hidup sendiri.. dan bula aku dah mula sayang.. kenapa aku nak lepaskan? ermm... entah la.. aku taknak dia sayang aku sbb kesian.. aku taknak dia sayangkan aku sbb simpati dengan hidup aku mcm ni.. tapi aku jugak yang mintak supaya dia terima aku.. tapi nape aku kejam sangat eh?????????? adehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... by..knp jadi mcm ni by??? i love you by!!! i love you.. i do~~~~
syg sayang by~~~ tapi sayang takleh nak buat apa2...
maafkan syg by~~ lupakan syg...
mencik!!!!
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! sakit hati tol la aku ngan laptop nih.. padahal dah antar format minggu lepas.. leh lak wathal lagik!!! error ini la error itu laahh!! eeeeee.. rasa cam nak empas ke ke batu. cheyy.. huhu... arini aku start g kelas cam biasa.. banyak gak la aku ketinggalan.. tapi takde la banyak mane pon.. just minggu lepas ada test 2 paper and dorang wat revision chapter2 yang lepas.. ermm.. nampak nya aku kena la study sendiri.. kena hardwork nih.. adehh...
Dalam nak study ni lak.. laptop sengal ni wthal.. dah la laptop ni je peneman aku.. HUH!!!!.. mencik tol aku ngan Googie aku nihhh!!.. googie, jgn la wathal time aku nak wat saimen ke nak online ke!! ko pun tau aku bosan kalau ko rosak!! balik2 kena antar ko g kedai.. ko ingat aku nak anak ong khaye ke asik2 nak repair ko jer!! eeeeeeeee.. geram arr!!!
Dalam nak study ni lak.. laptop sengal ni wthal.. dah la laptop ni je peneman aku.. HUH!!!!.. mencik tol aku ngan Googie aku nihhh!!.. googie, jgn la wathal time aku nak wat saimen ke nak online ke!! ko pun tau aku bosan kalau ko rosak!! balik2 kena antar ko g kedai.. ko ingat aku nak anak ong khaye ke asik2 nak repair ko jer!! eeeeeeeee.. geram arr!!!
Luahan Hati
Aku ngah settlekan assignment eng maths and applied mechanics aku nih.. Pening gak di buat nyer.. ermm.. tadi pagi aku rasa cam dunia ni dah gelap jer.. aku rasa down giler.. Aku pon tak faham ar apsal la keadaan jadi mcm ni sekali.. Aku tatau siapa untuk aku percaya atau siapa tempat aku nak cerita semua.. Kalau aku cerita aku takut akan mengaibkan mana2 pihak.. Tak sanggop aku.. Tapi aku perlukan seseorang untuk aku bercerita..
Entah la.. time2 mcm ni semua tertumpu pada aku. bila ada masalah antara diri masing2, baru la nak cari aku.. nak luahkan ngan aku.. Aku bukan taknak dgr tapi aku malas nak masok campor semua urusan dorang.. sbb pe tau.. sbb anti aku jugak yang makan hati.. Bukan sekali jadi mcm ni.. banyak kali.. nak terangkan pon susah.. biar aku telan sorang2.. aku cuma nak luahan apa yang aku rasa aku nak luahan jer kat sini.. selebihnya.. biar la.. biarlah aku telan wlu pahitnya jelas terasa.. tapi itulah kehidupan..
Banyak yang aku pelajari selama 26 tahun aku hidup ini.. Bahagia, derita, sengsara, suka, duka, pahit, manis semua ada.. terlalu banyak benda yang terjadi dalam hidup aku.. Tapi kenapa masih aku nak biarkan bende tu semua menguasai kepala hotak aku nih..
jap.. aku nak sambong wat saimen jap.. jap g sambong menaep nih..
ok dah.. aku rehat 3 minit.. rest.. penat wat saimen.. hehe...
Bahagia? bila bercakap pasal bahagia.. kenapa bahagia yang datang hidop aku mesti sementara.. dan kenapa aku harus menumpang kasih sayang org lain... kasih sayang kepunyaan org lain.. tapi itu lah bahagia yang aku rasa sekarang.. wlupun hanya menumpang sedikit rasa bahagia itu.. tapi.. aku bahagia.. :) thanks by.. i love you.. sehingga la masa yang akan memisahkan kita~~~
Entah la.. time2 mcm ni semua tertumpu pada aku. bila ada masalah antara diri masing2, baru la nak cari aku.. nak luahkan ngan aku.. Aku bukan taknak dgr tapi aku malas nak masok campor semua urusan dorang.. sbb pe tau.. sbb anti aku jugak yang makan hati.. Bukan sekali jadi mcm ni.. banyak kali.. nak terangkan pon susah.. biar aku telan sorang2.. aku cuma nak luahan apa yang aku rasa aku nak luahan jer kat sini.. selebihnya.. biar la.. biarlah aku telan wlu pahitnya jelas terasa.. tapi itulah kehidupan..
Banyak yang aku pelajari selama 26 tahun aku hidup ini.. Bahagia, derita, sengsara, suka, duka, pahit, manis semua ada.. terlalu banyak benda yang terjadi dalam hidup aku.. Tapi kenapa masih aku nak biarkan bende tu semua menguasai kepala hotak aku nih..
jap.. aku nak sambong wat saimen jap.. jap g sambong menaep nih..
ok dah.. aku rehat 3 minit.. rest.. penat wat saimen.. hehe...
Bahagia? bila bercakap pasal bahagia.. kenapa bahagia yang datang hidop aku mesti sementara.. dan kenapa aku harus menumpang kasih sayang org lain... kasih sayang kepunyaan org lain.. tapi itu lah bahagia yang aku rasa sekarang.. wlupun hanya menumpang sedikit rasa bahagia itu.. tapi.. aku bahagia.. :) thanks by.. i love you.. sehingga la masa yang akan memisahkan kita~~~
Aku dan Dia
Lama dah aku tak jenguk mende alah ni... And hari ni aku nak jengok gak and nak luah apa yang aku rasa.. Aku tatau nak mulakan kat mana tapi aku cuba gak sedaya aku.. Nama aku azy.. kawan2 panggil aku azy.. dulu aku punya ramai kawan.. kerana masa tu aku senang.. tapi bila time aku susah.. semua kawan2 aku tinggalkan aku.. aku tatau mana silap.. mungkin kekurangan aku atau ape?? tapi ape yang aku nak katakan sini tentang hadirnya sorang insan di saat insan2 lain dah blah dari aku.. aku tatau apakah ini ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.. Tapi aku percaya.. kehadiran dia wlupun sekejap boleh memberi semangat untuk aku berjaya.. Aku percaya itu.. kerana bersama dengan dia wlupun sekejap.. membuatkan aku.. rasakan apa itu bahagia.. bahagia yang dah tinggalkan aku suatu ketika dulu... tapi aku sedar.. ini hanya sekejap waktu sahaja.. kerana dia adalah milik org lain dan yang pasti.. tidak akan pernah ada apa2 antara kami.. cuma kenangan yang aku takkan lupakan.. dan mungkin dia takkan lupakan... -end-
Each year he sent her a roses, and the note would always say.."I love you even more this year, than last year on this day...My love for you will always grow..with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would apear, she thought he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early way before the time. Then if he got to busy, everything would work out fine.
She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then sat the vase beside the potrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours in her husband's favourite chair. While staring at his picture and the roses sitting there....
A year went by, and it was to live without her mate..with loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then the very hour , the door bell rang and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought in there roses and then just looked at in shocked. Then went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop. The owner answered and she asked him, if he would explain why someone would do this to her, causing her such pain....
" I know your husband passed away more than a year ago...I knew you'd call and you would want to know the flowers you received today were paid for in advance. Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance. There is a standing order, that i have on file down here and he has paid well in advance, you'll get them every year..There is another thing that i think you should know, he wrote a special letter card..he did this years ago..Then should ever i find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you the following year."
She thanked him and hun up the phone, her tears now flowing hard. Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card. Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note. Then as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote..........
"Hello My love..I know it's been a year since i"ve been gone, I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome. I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.. Or it was the other way, I know how I would feel...The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life..I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife, you were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need. I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve...I want you be happy, even when you shed your tears. That is why the roses will be sent to you every years. When you get the roses, think of all the happiness that we had together and how both of us were blessed. I have only loved and I know I always will. But my love...you must go on, you have some living still.....
......Please try to find happiness, while living out your days. I know it is not easy but I hope you find some ways... The roses will come every year, and they will only stop when your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock..He will come 5 times that day..in case you have gone out..But after his last visit..he will know without a doubt!..to take the roses to the place where i've instructed him and place the roses where we are............................together once again...........€
She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then sat the vase beside the potrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours in her husband's favourite chair. While staring at his picture and the roses sitting there....
A year went by, and it was to live without her mate..with loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then the very hour , the door bell rang and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought in there roses and then just looked at in shocked. Then went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop. The owner answered and she asked him, if he would explain why someone would do this to her, causing her such pain....
" I know your husband passed away more than a year ago...I knew you'd call and you would want to know the flowers you received today were paid for in advance. Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance. There is a standing order, that i have on file down here and he has paid well in advance, you'll get them every year..There is another thing that i think you should know, he wrote a special letter card..he did this years ago..Then should ever i find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that should be sent to you the following year."
She thanked him and hun up the phone, her tears now flowing hard. Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card. Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note. Then as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote..........
"Hello My love..I know it's been a year since i"ve been gone, I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome. I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.. Or it was the other way, I know how I would feel...The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life..I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife, you were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need. I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve...I want you be happy, even when you shed your tears. That is why the roses will be sent to you every years. When you get the roses, think of all the happiness that we had together and how both of us were blessed. I have only loved and I know I always will. But my love...you must go on, you have some living still.....
......Please try to find happiness, while living out your days. I know it is not easy but I hope you find some ways... The roses will come every year, and they will only stop when your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock..He will come 5 times that day..in case you have gone out..But after his last visit..he will know without a doubt!..to take the roses to the place where i've instructed him and place the roses where we are............................together once again...........€
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